life happens... life goes on...

Shit happens
things fall apart
hearts get broken
you screw up
sometimes timing isn't right
sometimes its the person
and just when everything seems right
when U r all setup and put Ur heart on the line
its the moment life kicks U in the crouch
it's time u figure out things aren't the way u thought they were

I tried to stay away
I really did
but how can I stay away for real
when even in dreams I see you..
I miss u..

that's the way life teaches you..
its harsh but may be its the only way she knows
next time u think more..
next time it hurts less..
it get easier with time...
life happens.. life goes on..

relations

u meet someone..
u find 'em attractive..
u create a image of the perfect person for you and start putting that person in your "perfect person" 's shoes..
u think u r in love..
even tell that person that u r falling for 'em..
and if u r lucky they say yes and u r the happiest person in the world..
till the illusion shatters..
u go on some dates..
u begin to know things about them
and start comparing that to the person of your dreams
you start compromising "what if she is li'l different than what i thought still I love her" till this reassurance stops working
as you find out that she is totally different that what you thought her to be..
then you try to get out..
but now you are trapped for eternity..
u start fight
start saying that the love is gone, fellings are gone
actually feelings were never there..

and that's how you define modern relationship :)

some tough realizations

I realized that I m not as liked as I thought in people around me..
I realized that U can not rely on any one doesn't matter how close that person is..
I learned not to expect anything from others..
I learned that people will manipulate you, go behind your back, so better hurry and learn to do that..
I have seen most selfless people becoming selfish..
I realized that every living thing is selfish, only radius of self center differs..
I realized that there are people who will help u no matter what happens
and then there are people who'll sabotage you for no good reason..
I realized that a word of comfort  is all u need to get over any crisis catastrophic or minuscule..
I realized that you can not make every one happy even god can't, and if u r trying to do so then you are making at least one person unhappy,yourself..
I realized in order to survive in this "SOCIETY" you have to become selfish..
              In order to grow up, you have to learn to hide your feelings, to hurt someone, to be arrogant..

I guess its part of "GETTING MATURE"..
thnx for helping me understand that...